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Friday, November 25th, 2005
2:13 pm	I really should make an habit of updating this thing more often, neh? ehehe *smile sheepishly* right then...a bunch of mitch match reacpping of the last few weeks. first..Attended my first anime-convention at the beginning of this month, saw cosplay, including one hack of an well done belldandy, an 5-6 year old girl dressed as Sakura from card capture sakura (including the wands and the staff) and far too many tokyo mew-mew coplays (I really feel sorry for the last tokyo mew-mew cosplayer, at the cosplay contact...being number 20 or something in the line of T m-m characters) also, I won resident evil 4 and a game called 7, made by the same people, in a game of "We <3 Katamari" (yes...the game's even more twisted then the title). apart from that, then I've been dabbling in a few things here and there, inbetween study'ing, which amounth other includes lyric writing and translation. Below's one of the results, original song and melody by Kim Larsen "A sailor went out on a trip so long, and the wind guided his way. and the dolphin played, while the captain said; you'll probaly get home some day." "But the sailor was thinking of his girl at home, as the days, turned into years. he thougth; yes I'll probaly get home some day, but tell me, when will we go that way?" "And the girl remebered the very last dance, but the days, turned into years. then finally she found, a gentle love, who could tend, a broken heart in tears" "And the ship it sailed from coast to coast, in the end, she forgot his name. But time go, as the time must go, one day, the ship went her way" "she took a cab to the cities hotel, she saw him, and forget herself. They re-found each other for a single night, a night, in the cities hotel" "A sailor went out on a trip so long, and the wind uided his way. and the dolphin played, while the captain said; you'll probaly get home some day." below's an small recording of me singing the first two verse....you have been warned. http://www.merchantguild.net/~vezrejai/fanart/sailor.mp3 and we got the first snow over here today! and Lastly....Happy belated thanksgiving everybody, and to those who don't celebrate it...Happy day in general! Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: "the sailors song" original lyric and melody Kim Larsen (3 differents | point of view)
Saturday, August 6th, 2005
12:48 pm	strange thought while I was taking a bath: Is a glass where 50% of it's inner space are occopied by liquid, half-empty or half-full? I might have found an answer to that....what a glass is, depends on the intention for it and its content. you see...half of "anything", means that "anything" is 50% of what it's supposed to be. there for a glass where the intent for it is to be emptied is half-empty, while a glass that's supposed to be filled are half-full. how ever, it can also be as full as it's supposed to be, even if the inner space occopied is 50%. the reason for that is that a glass can be full in two way...if you ask to get your glass filled up, then you'll usually get the glass filled untill there's less then an inch to the edge, but not all the way to the edge, and people will say that it's filled. or one could pour in liquid untill it hits the edge and people would also say it's filled, some would even say it's over-filled. therefor, a glass that have liquid up to the half-way mark which is intented to stay like so, can be said to be as full as it's supposed to be. so before you answer where ever or not a glass is half-full or empty...the question that answer that is, what do you want it to be? well, that or I totally butchered the english language, and logic in general *smile sheepishly and sweatdrops* Current Mood: crazy Current Music: FLCL BGM, The pillows: Ride on Shooting Star (7 differents | point of view)
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
11:14 pm	Yesterday:...re-established contact with an old friend and had one long nice talk *Waves* Hi Alexiel! Today: allright, so I overslept, missed the first train by 2 minut, the other trains engine broke down and ended up arriving at the midieval center half an hour before it closed....But, by all the kind of gods and hihger forces that people who read this believes in, it was worth it. Met up with Sir Robin, family and one friend of the family and had one hack of a time, wouldn't mind it being longer though. despite that face that I had to avoid assasination by bike twice by Robins sister nonetheless and get it hitted into my head with a ten-toonage mallet of great art by Robins sister that I need to practise more. (know that I write it down, perhaps I should keep an eye on her) conclusion: life just got better, compared to two days ago *smiles* Current Mood: good Current Music: ace of base: "life is a flower" (3 differents | point of view)
Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
12:17 am	looks like I'm stuck untill saturday. and will be occopied removing weed from between outdoor stone floors...(pavement?) *sweatdrops* and with no portable music, so all I'll be doing is trying to keep my mind occopied with, to save me from boredom.... anybody got suggestion for any interesting stuff to think about/meditate/ponder? Current Mood: discontent (point of view)
Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
2:47 pm	Currently writing this 3-4 hours driwing from where I live, in my father production hall. the occasion? got a cousing turning 18 this saturday living nearby where I am now, and we figured that me and one of my brothers could head off together with my father back, instead of having him drive back and forth or waste money on a ticket. anyway, I probaly won't be around much the next few days, just letting people know....sure, there's net connection, but with no kidding, I think the comp I'm currently using is older then me *sweatdrops* (point of view)
Monday, June 27th, 2005
1:18 am	wait, not wait, wait, not wait......not wait....... could had done it better? perhaps, perhaps not..... but now there is no turning back.....and now I must do what I can to carry the burden I fear I have created, though I fear I can do little, but what little I should try. fight, fight, fight......for I can not be happy, knowing that I'm not sad, because I choiced not to fight or try for other. Remember to kick my arse, if I ever stop being able to feel like this. I'm being too melodramatic...aren't I? ah well, needed to get it out, to hack if I'm doing it like this then. and for those who might, do not wish me luck or root for me, save it for somebody else.....I can carry it, now that it's out. Current Mood: don't know. Current Music: don't feel like spending time looking for a prober (point of view)
Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
12:42 pm	( Lyrics to another ro bgm.....Morroc theme this time ) Current Mood: creative Current Music: ro bgm, Morrocs theme (point of view)
Sunday, June 5th, 2005
1:18 am	Strangest things that pops to mind, when one gets a job that basicly consist of doing nothing but keep watch for long period of time...in this case amounth other things....what the hack the definition for being an attention whore is. Attention whore: Detorigative term used for a person that complains or are upset about something in a way that can be read/heard/percieved by several people, and if the person fullfill one or more of the following criteria: -one have a neutral or worse relation with said person. -have a neutral or better view, of who or what said person are complaining about. -said persons reason for being upset is unreasonable following ones own standard. -said person have complained before in a way one consider attention whoring, to make one assume withing reasonable doubt that the person are being an attention whore again. this are not to be confused with a person who complains in a way that can be heard/read/percieved by multiply people, which fulfill one or more of these criteria: -One have a neutral or better view of said person -One have a neutral of worse view of who or what said person are complaining about -Said person is one self (though quiet a few exeptions here) -One find the reason for said person to be upset reasonable following ones own standard Things gets abit more complicated when a persons action falls within both category. *sweatdrops* Anyway, it's what I figured between being bored out of my midn and trying not to get insane from the monotones from the work (well, more insane atleast) so perhaps I seriusly messed up and the above is exeptions and not norm. Anyway....yes I think up wierd stuff when bored. .... wierder stuff. (oh, and just to make it clear.....I'm not saying that anyone is an attention whore, though I have a feeling that the term is used abit too often) Current Mood: pondering (2 differents | point of view)
Sunday, May 29th, 2005
11:04 pm	You Are The Champion "Don't worry, I got it." You play as the Hero. You are the one who usually tries to take on the world for any cause you believe in. You are a natural leader in most circles and are not afraid to take that position if a situation calls for it. Others look to you for inspiration and praise you for your acheivements. Even though they love and adore you, however, you are left feeling alone or overwhelmed many times. You're almost always positive and keep your chin up despite any setbacks because you know that you will succeed in the end, no matter how long it takes. Which Classic Story Role Do You Play? brought to you by Quizilla I wonder if I can live up to this Current Mood: determined Current Music: Lodoss war tv-serie op: Kiseki No Umi (point of view)
Saturday, May 21st, 2005
6:36 pm	( Lyrics to an ro bgm.....responsibility for fried eyes or mind reading them is not taken ) Current Mood: creative Current Music: ro bgm "not so far away" (point of view)
Thursday, May 19th, 2005
11:22 pm	got abit philosofic in bath today, and thought up something that lead to this list:     Stupid                  Sensible                                     Smartest _____________________________________________________ Naivity                 Sceptisme                                   Cynisme Trust                    Guarded                                     Suspicion Forgivenes            "Eye for eye, tooth for tooth"     Leave them broken and unable to fight back (bad wording) Love                      Agreement                                 Use Try again/first        Balance risk and gain equally     Let the other try Hope                     Reduce risk                                 Risk = not worth Put other first        Put ones happiness equal            Put ones happiness first. Assume the best    Do not act on assumption            Assume what have least risk of pain. For other               For both                                      For one self Now                       Maybe                                        Never Friends                   Partners                                      Aquantance Optimisme              Realisme                                     Pessimisme Give                        Lend                                           Demand interest. Unfairness              Fairness                                       Unfairness   (anybody can figure that one out?) Help other up         Get up by one self                       Stand on top of others Understand first      Mutual understanding                 Make the other understand first. Give                        Exchange                                    Get ________________________________________________________________________   I know, I know..there's alot of overlapping, and I think I missed out on alot, plus some of the categorising is arguable or could use a better word.....but what the hack..this is amateur philosophy, it's supposed to be messed up *chukle* Still,  if anybody got any input or things to add to the list, then I'll like to hear them.   and judging from the list.....I think I fail at life. *sweatdrops* Current Mood: stupid I guess? Current Music: what kind of music fits to philosophing? (11 differents | point of view)
Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
7:25 pm	( just a small quiz thingy ) Current Mood: wondering (5 differents | point of view)
Monday, May 9th, 2005
6:57 am	Your Birthdate: April 15 With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene. The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher. You are very responsible and capable. This is an attractive and an attracting influence. You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it. You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research. You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes. This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup. You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways. What Does Your Birth Date Mean? okay...I'm not sure if I should be amused or surprised over how precise this one might be. *sweatdrops* Current Mood: wondering (point of view)
Friday, May 6th, 2005
1:48 am	Just fund out HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUT FUNK! *makes a cake made of multiflavored paste* Enjoy! Current Mood: upbeat Current Music: "Happy birthday to you" (2 differents | point of view)
Thursday, May 5th, 2005
9:54 pm	Tried one hack of a GM/DM challenge today.....running an adventure for players in the age range from 6 to 11. they actually made some rather reasonable character, after having to say no to one of the playes who was abit too creative....enderd up with a party of: one elven archer/warrior (the 6 year old), a martial artist ala "crouching tiger, hidding dragon", a ninja (played by the parties girl), one black mage, the final fantasy variant and one white mage/summoner. They actually made some rather good rp'ing, from swashbuckling/pulp action movie combat, with the martial artist descriping how he jumps down from a tree to attack an ogre, and the mage setting fire to the arrows that the archer had fired into one eye of said ogre, to living into thier character and the story. For example discussing where ever they should go for the nearest village to rest, or if they should head directly to the king that they are supposed to deliver some scrolls to (which seal they, like must player, tried to break) and forcefeeding a captive guide with spicy food to wake him up. Had to guide them alot though *sweatdrops*....but that was expected. memoreable qoute "I give him a bag to barf into" (after 4 of five had giving thier captive guide breakfeast, who was too scared to refuse) "I run up to top of the pink cloud" (and variation of that....the players reaction to thier air-ship being shot by another ship....yes, I wasn't thinking clear when improvising a name for thier ship.) I should start up pencil and papir rp'ing again..been missing this kind of rp'ing. Current Mood: creative Current Music: Record of the Lodoss war TV serie opening. (point of view)
Monday, May 2nd, 2005
1:02 pm	Was out helping my Parent at a Fair yesterday. There's a town within driving distance of where I live that twice a year holds a fair with performance, varius entertaiment and one hack of a big market, with my parents having a food stall, this year selling china/box and springrolls. Luckely for me, there was some quiet moments where I could head out and look around. listening to a couple playing and singing traditoinal native middle/south american music/ native south/middle american inspired music, looking at some of the junk, listening to some of the artist that came to perfom, and must enjoyable, ran into a few old friends who travels from fair to fair (my parents only have a stall at the fair in this town though) and had a nice time catching up with them. Also had some fun running around and drawing different things, one of them being a drawing of a friend that I gave to her, since she was nice enough to give my arm acu-pressure/zonetherapy, after it was aching slightly from holding that plastic suit case that I used as drawing board and to hold my drawings. And also got a piece of mineral salt, which appearently seems to work, for the drawing. *smiles sheepishly* generally a nice experience, apart from constantly listening to a lottery seller with a stall diagonal across the road, who kept yelling...but then again, that's his job. darn tiring too, having to pack up the stall, throw out garbage and so on. But managed to earn a litle extra by selling the surpluse food that the others wanted to throw out, by selling it to the other stalls, so it's all good. ( The drawings from the fair ) Current Mood: good Current Music: CD by above mentioned native american musician (point of view)
Thursday, April 28th, 2005
6:00 pm	Yoush....got the money that was used from my bank account back....turned out to be roughly a whooping 1200 is US dollars, that was used. and judging from things, might have been somebody I know in person, who have done it. *Sweatdrops* Current Mood: rich Current Music: "mo money, mo problem." Puff daddy, Notorius B.I.G. (point of view)
Sunday, April 24th, 2005
11:29 pm	( for all you british speaking people: ) Current Mood: *chukling* (4 differents | point of view)
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
11:28 pm	Recently made a recording of some lyrics I've composed to a danish song, when I was on a road trip and the only one awake, apart from the driver. The idea was to come up with a song that would fit in a fantasy-setting story for a manga I've been thinking on, which should be sing-able, instead of just some nice poetry that rhymed. It's just the first two verse Please forgive my poor singing voice, also it was recorded using my lap-tops inbuildt microphone, so there's some background noise from it http://www.merchantguild.net/~vezrejai/fanart/nightergale3.mp3 the whole song lyrics: Nigthergale in her cage. for how long? for how long must she wait and sing this lonesome song? It have been to long Nigthergale, where's her home? Far away. Far aware was she caught and brought in to sing, far away from home Nigthergale a fragile hope, for the sky. For the sky have champions come, now champions are gone, leaving fragile hope. Caus' Nigthergale she wish to fly, to the sky, To the sky. Longing to soar and sing a different song, to the sky where she belong. But nigthergale is bound to earth. For how long? For how long? Must she wait and sing this lonesome song? It have allready been too long. I'm still in doubt and working on verse 3-5...mainly not satisfied about 3, but it will do for now. if anybody got any constrcutive critisisme or suggestion for the lyrics, then i'll be more then gratefull for hearing them. Anyway, I hope my voice didn't disturp your brains too much, Current Mood: creative Current Music: Tillumni Sephirotica: Nightergale (5 differents | point of view)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
1:30 pm	Taken from all over the place. 1.) Copy and paste this into your journal: <*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font> 2.) Eliminate the asterisks. 3.) Replace "yourusername" with your user name. 4.) See what colour you are. Tillumni_s good old black....ah well, what is it they say...."black's allways in fashion"? (2 differents | point of view)